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This essay was written with Nathan E. Sanders, and originally appeared in The Guardian.

Opposition to AI data centers has emerged as a primary theme in US politics, one that—surprisingly—doesn’t fall along party lines. We applaud people coming together for constructive debate on any issue, and agree that communities need to evaluate whether any economic benefits these data centers bring is worth their costs. Still, we worry that a focus on data centers obscures the larger impacts of AI on people’s lives: the concentration of power of AI companies, and their widespread political and financial influence.

Local data center opposition is grounded in legitimate concerns about misallocation of land resources when housing is at a premium, pressures on already higher energy prices, and localized environmental impact. Unlike other resource-consuming and polluting industrial facilities, data centers produce very few jobs. The fact that US opposition to data centers seems to be most fierce among lower-income communities reflects righteous indignation with an inequitable bargain, where tech companies and developers profit from exploiting local resources but offer little in return. On a global scale, their carbon footprint could grow unsustainably if usage accelerates. And all this is in aid of a technology that many fear will propagate misinformation, take their jobs, or even cause existential risks for humanity.

For some, data center opposition may feel like the only tangible mechanism for registering their concern, disapproval, or even anger about AI. The problem is that this may be exactly what the AI companies are banking on. They can overcome the protest when it matters to them, and live with a significant fraction of proposals being defeated. More importantly, focusing political opponents on the data center issue obscures the bigger prize they’re after.

While there is a staggering three-quarters of a trillion dollars being spent on data center infrastructure by US companies this year alone, this investment should be taken in perspective. The market for enterprise software, for example, is about twice this size. And it’s small compared with what these companies actually want.

AI companies have their eyes set on capturing all the value created by entire industries. The technology has arguably already conquered customer service and consumer sales. But on the horizon are bigger targets, such as enterprise software development, creative design, management and even legal services. In AI companies and their allies’ vision of the future, AI replaces teachers and doctors. The companies would rather spend time fighting resistance to how fast they are building computing infrastructure than dealing with issues of how their products should be used in those fields, or how those fields should be protected from their products.

And while data center opposition campaigns have been successful in building widespread appeal, their effectiveness in the US is mixed. They seem to be most successful when organizing against speculative, early-stage data center proposals that have a relatively low likelihood to ever see fruition. Meanwhile, advanced-stage, well-capitalized data center projects have proven to have the resources to overcome local opposition. An OpenAI- and Oracle-backed facility in Saline township, Michigan, is breaking ground on construction even after local officials voted to reject it. The developers sued the town of 3,000 and forced a settlement that involved their project going forward. Meanwhile, the Trump administration, a vigorous ally of corporate AI, has signaled its willingness to advance AI infrastructure development by overriding state objections and even using federal lands.

Also consider that rampant data center development may be a momentary spike rather than a longstanding concern. Demand for the centralized computing that data centers provide may well decline over time. The leading Chinese labs, such as Z.ai, are innovating in technical mechanisms to make frontier-class models smaller and cheaper to run. AI power users have become adept at miniaturizing open weight models, ones published free for anyone to download and use, to run locally on their own computers. Apple and Google both support infrastructure stacks for running AI models directly on mobile phones. It could be that the current mania for data centers will look like the fiber optic cable bubble from the early 2000s, as demand shifts to smaller models and AI usage on people’s own devices.

For those concerned primarily with affordability and environmental protection, singling out data center construction is misplaced. Energy rates and inflation today seem to be most visibly affected by the US-Iran war. The US is disinvesting in long-term energy security by ceding the renewable energy industry to China and actively cancelling climate commitments. Consider that 10% of global carbon emissions stem from heating buildings, which dwarfs energy use by AI and could be cut fivefold by using heat pumps powered by renewable energy. With respect to housing affordability, federal housing subsidies have changed little over three decades, in inflation-adjusted terms, even as housing costs have spiked and homeowners have enjoyed robust tax incentives.

As for AI itself, the concentration of power and wealth in these tech companies is the greatest existential risk facing society today. This means we must limit corporate power, especially corporations’ ability to exploit the public and manipulate our political system.

Opposing data centers should be just a starting point. We can advocate for states to regulate AI, to reject irresponsible uses of the technology, and shape corporate behavior. We can fight for AI computation to be taxed, so that the public can capture some of the profit of AI use while also forcing AI companies to internalize more of the energy and environmental consequences associated with its use. And we all can join the global movement for Public AI, an alternative ecosystem for AI that is developed under public control with an incentive structure to create public benefit rather than private profit.

The US midterm elections present ample opportunity for those seeking to control the AI political agenda. In the recent New York congressional Democratic primary, PACs linked to the dueling AI companies Anthropic and OpenAI spent millions of dollars lobbying for or against “AI safety“, the idea that we must urgently monitor and prevent people from using AI to cause catastrophic harms. We’re already seeing a similar dynamic play out in races in Massachusetts and other states.

Why would Anthropic and OpenAI—bitter industry rivals but fundamentally on the same side politically—support opposing viewpoints? Because they both ultimately profit from the mystique: the idea that their products are so powerful that controlling those products is the world’s most important challenge. Here’s the typical read on the dynamic. To one side (backed by OpenAI affiliates), “safety” comes from the appearance of US industry dominating AI innovation, under the slow-moving control of federal lawmakers (and without pesky state regulators in the way). To the other side (backed by Anthropic), “safety” means a heavier regulatory framework that plays to Anthropic’s posturing as the ethics- and compliance-focused AI vendor. In both cases, it’s more marketing than principled concern about safety.

Political organizers should call out and reject the AI companies’ framing of the debate, and reorient campaign agendas around populist resistance to corporate concentration of wealth and power. When AI companies pump millions into legislative races, the result should not be hyperbolic discussion of AI superintelligence. And when a plot of land in a small town is pitched as a data center site, the debate should be about more than the local costs and benefits. It should include out-of-control money in politics, and Citizens United-proof solutions to limit corporate influence like public financing and state regulation.

We all have a vested interest in what’s on the policy agenda, and what the outcomes are. Today, the greatest risk AI poses to society is the exacerbation of inequality and the concentration of wealth. The real problem is trillion-dollar AI companies and their trillionaire oligarchs cozying up to political power in Washington and governments worldwide, and using their money to enact their agenda over the popular will of the people. This is the issue we’d like to see put front and center, and it requires solutions much more extensive than slowing data center development.

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[Previously: ALERT: Cyclosporiasis Outbreak Nationwide]

There's a subtle fault I've noticed about how a lot of people are thinking about Cyclospora, the organism causing the outbreak of cyclosporiasis.

People, such as over on Reddit, keep talking about Cyclospora as something that is found in soil. Which is true – but how do you think it get there?

I think the problem is that people think of feces, which is what Cyclospora oocysts are found in, as something that stays where you put it. They think of feces as a solid.

But if cyclosporiasis teaches us anything, it is that feces are not necessarily a solid.

In fact, when you're talking about infectious disease and public health in the US, you should be thinking of feces as a fluid. Not because people sometimes have diarrhea, but because here people always flush it down toilets. With water. Making sewage.

I am so sorry to be talking about this. Nevertheless... Read more [1,000 words] )

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I had such a nice Readercon!

I went into my last round of programming on just as little sleep as my first because of the fox that screamed in the yard for what felt like all night, but the epically freewheeling breadth of "The Odyssey in 2026" can be gauged by the fact that one of my co-panelists talked about the anarchic receptions of Katerina Gogou and another the diametric adaptational differences between Armand Assante and Ralph Fiennes and a third the modern moralities of Epic: The Musical (2024) while I had the chance for the first time in several decades to mention my master's thesis on the archaic lyric transformation of Homeric motifs. The audience was full of brilliant questions about the oral tradition and the epic cycle and we barely even got into the polyphony of translations. We could have gone another thousand hexameters easy. "Reckoning at 10" came out about half reading and half craft beer-and-cider tasting courtesy of Michael J. DeLuca and his harvesting of post-industrial orchards and spruce tips. I enjoyed the technical discussion and the notes from the drinking audience. The room sang happy birthday to the magazine.

Beyond this point I was already beginning to slump into a pumpkin, but I managed to collapse on a portion of outdoor sofa adjacent to Kate Nepveu and Marissa Lingen and Gwynne Garfinkle and Greer Gilman with interludes of Catherine Rockwood and Michael McAfee and [personal profile] ckd and Romie Stott. Dean offered me peaches. [personal profile] choco_frosh had to run off to dismantle the con. I caught Mike and Anita as they were loading out and now I have copies of the phantasmagorically endpapered Trail of Shadows (2025) and the brand-new edition of Strange Wisdoms of the Dead (2006/18). The sole reading I made it to was Michael Cisco's. Briefly there was a Cameron Roberson. I hugged a lot of people.

Then I was a pumpkin that had to run a lot of errands, but so long as the monkey's paw does not curl slowly shut, I have not had a nicer weekend this year and I have not had such a professional one in seven. I will feel fragile about my immune system until some days have passed. I will need to sleep a lot. I didn't remember to bring my four-year-old collection which would have been convention-new. I was asked for my website and my social media and the spelling of my name. I have not felt for a long time that I could rely on either my intellect or my stamina and I am still not sure if I can start again, but I made it through all three days of my panels and loved them. It was like being alive to talk with people. At the moment I am looking forward to NecronomiCon.

Various and Sundry, 7/12/26

Jul. 12th, 2026 06:55 pm
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Posted by John Scalzi

What now?

South Carolina Senator Lindsay Graham Dead: And it must be said, not especially missed by most people on Bluesky and Threads, although I have to admit not going to X to see how the bots there are reacting to his passing. I remember him mostly for not having a spine with regard to Trump, but in that he’s not materially different than nearly any other Republican, inside of Washington or outside of it. As far as I know there has been no cause of death announced; the more responsible speculation I’ve seen suggests a blood clot and/or deep vein thrombosis caused by the extensive travel he’s recently undertaken, most recently to Ukraine. We’ll know eventually, I would assume. He was 71, there are lots of ways for a 71-year-old to suddenly die of mostly natural causes.

His death complicates matters for the GOP in South Carolina, since they have to now hold a special nominating session to replace him on the ballot. I understand Nancy Mace is making noises to get his senate chair, for the interim and/or for as the new candidate. I don’t know what South Carolinians have done to deserve that, but I guess we’ll see.

Anyway, he’s dead and I’m sure someone somewhere is sad. Others are saying “Cool, do McConnell next.” 2026 is year not exactly brimming with tender sympathy for sycophants.

Meta walks back its plan to let people use their “AI” to do non-consensual horrible things with your Instagram pictures: Mind you, this is not how Meta itself would have characterized its plan to let anyone do anything with your photos without telling you. It says it was to “provide a useful creative tool and to give people control over whether their public content could be referenced in this way.” This is a mash of words that if it means anything, means the opposite of what Meta was actually doing. The backlash was intense enough that even the sociopaths who are running Meta couldn’t ignore it, which is good, but don’t worry, I’m 100% certain they’ll find another avenue to make sure awful people will be able to use Meta’s “AI” in shameful and defaming ways. A business model is a business model.

Live-Action Moana is a bit of a flop: Which I’m not entirely surprised about? It’s been slightly less than a decade since the original came out, and there was an apparently lackluster but rather financially-successful sequel a couple of years ago, which would have driven viewership back toward the original anyway, so the pent-up desire wasn’t there for it like it apparently was for the “live-action” Lilo and Stitch from last year. I would have waited, but then, I wouldn’t be doing “live action” retreads in the first place, so there’s a reason I’m not a Disney high-up.

Don’t feel too bad for Disney, since the new Spider-Man movie is a couple of weeks away and its first weekend will likely cover any losses Disney will incur from Moana underperforming. Anyway, the Moana marketing juggernaut, where the actual money is for Disney in this franchise at this point, will continue unabated. Even an underperforming “live-action” Moana will do serviceably enough as advertising in this particular endeavor. Disney will be fine. Disney is always fine.

I do love the original, though.

— JS

Amishi P. Jha's Peak Mind

Jul. 12th, 2026 05:50 pm
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This is a piece of July reading, but I'm pulling it out from the usual booklog (which will come in August) both because I have more than usual to say about it, and because in this case, there's good reason to mention it before next month.

What this book is: a very cogent discussion by a neuroscientist specializing in the study of attention -- and, as knock-on effects from that, memory, emotional regulation, connection with other people, and so forth. She talks about how we focus (and what disrupts that), how we stay aware of our environment (physical, emotional, etc.), how this relates to working/short-term memory and what goes into long-term memory, why we get disrupted by negative memories or worries about the future, how to keep from being hijacked by emotional responses, how to really be present for our interactions with people around us . . . and how basically all of these things can be improved through mindfulness practice.

Which is kind of a buzzword these days, but not without reason. Jha is very explicit that mindfulness is not about "thinking happy thoughts" (that's actually counter-productive a lot of the time, as it burns the mental resources you need for actual coping), nor is it something whose purpose is to make you feel better. In fact, the early road there often sucks! Instead, she treats it as mental training, the way you might undertake physical training for your body. The aim is to have better control of your focus -- not so you can be focused all the time, but so you can switch as needed between that and broader contextual awareness -- and a meta-awareness of what your own mind is doing, which gives you the chance to intervene when what it's doing is uhhhh not so great.

(As a sidebar, this book is also the first time I've encountered the word "hypertasking." It refers to tetrising your time so that you're always focused on something and never give yourself downtime between tasks, and, uh. Hi. Yeah. That's me. Turns out that whole "I don't know how to turn off" thing is also part of this same cluster of concepts, and while it has its benefits, in the long run it's not really good for your brain.)

A few caveats: first, a good chunk of the research Jha has done, and therefore presumably a chunk of her funding, involves the U.S. military. I found that I was not as bothered by that as I expected, because frankly, her work is ultimately about helping them not do the kind of thing I want them to not do. For example, she talks about how we need to be aware of our own mental narratives so that we can see how they're influencing our attention and know when to let go of them: for example, if you have the mental narrative of "anybody around me could be a terrorist," then you are automatically going to notice things that fit your narrative and literally not see the ones that signal "actually, this is a harmless civilian." (If you've ever heard of the basketball/gorilla experiment, it's very much in line with that.) I'm honestly in favor of anybody working against the "assume anybody could be an enemy and react accordingly" mindset.

Second, though she touches briefly on ADHD, she is not specifically a researcher in that field. So, for example, she comments that using mindfulness training to build awareness of mind-wandering abates the "costs" of mind-wandering in people with ADHD, but she doesn't address the challenges in undertaking that training in the first place. That's the kind of thing that would probably benefit from reading a different book, one written by someone specialized in the relevant sub-field -- or, of course, direct therapeutic guidance. (She is very very clear that while mindfulness plays a key role in certain treatments for a variety of conditions, including both ADHD and PTSD, reading her book is 1000% not a substitute for actual therapy, and please do not use it as such.)

Those caveats laid aside, I found this lucid, well-argued, and convincing. I've gone through spates of doing mindfulness meditation before, and they were fine, but I never found them life-changing. Turns out that might be because I was almost always doing only five or ten minutes, and so far, the research suggests that -- for whatever reason -- twelve minutes is the minimum effective "dose." (More is better, but since telling people to meditate for thirty minutes tends to result in them doing it for zero, she is very pragmatically aiming at the minimum line.) Twelve minutes a day, at least five days a week, for at least four weeks, to produce measurable changes in people's performance in various cognitive tests . . . though of course it's not like you do that and then stop, any more than you get swole at the gym and then quit on the assumption those muscles will stay with you forever. But theoretically, after four weeks of following this regimen, you've done enough mental lifting to notice a change.

And that's why I'm posting this now. As of it going live, I have successfully meditated for eight days straight, twelve minutes each time. By saying that publicly, I'm giving myself a bit more accountability -- because my hope is that I'll be able to keep this up, and in August I'll come back to report on how it's going. Will I feel less scattershot? Better able to remember things? More skilled, not only at focusing on what's in front of me, but knowing how to stop focusing and just &#$! chill for a bit?

Only one way to find out!

(originally posted at Swan Tower: https://www.swantower.com/2026/07/12/amishi-p-jhas-peak-mind/)

Planting a seed

Jul. 12th, 2026 10:16 am
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 Good morning! I hope you had nice dreams last night! Here's a new story from Sunday Morning Transport, The Seed of a New Dream. May you find your own dreams...and your own way to work around them....ood morning! I hope you had nice dreams last night! Here's a new story from Sunday Morning Transport, The Seed of a New Dream. May you find your own dreams...and your own way to work around them....

Egad

Jul. 12th, 2026 10:20 am
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I am watching a YT video of people rolling up Warhammer the Old World characters and one of the players just held his phone up to his face. People read ttrpg manuals on their phones? People read double-columned ttrpg manuals on their phones?

Sunday reading

Jul. 12th, 2026 11:00 am
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Posted by Fred Clark

"How they could go to work to enslave a free people and call it religion is beyond the power of my imagination and outstrips the revelation of God’s word."
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What glorious destiny awaits the man whose luck, if not always good, is always extreme?

The Sirens of Titan by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

FIC: The Map Room (Tempestuous Tours)

Jul. 12th, 2026 06:03 am
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At the end of the corridor stand familiar high doors; these doors are plated with silver. Flanking them on both sides of the corridor are the living quarters of the High Lord and the living quarters of the senior-most council lord. The latter is likely to become High Lord in turn. These chambers switch back and forth; when a senior-most lord becomes High Lord, his chambers become those of the High Lord, and the chambers of the recently deceased High Lord become those of the new senior-most lord.

As for the Map Room, you may already have visited there; it is where receptions are held. When not in use for receptions, the Chara meets here with palace residents or else makes military plans for his empire – hence the chamber's appellation.

The best view in the palace of the black border mountains can be seen from this room's windows.


[Translator's note: The Ambassador has good reason to remember those windows. Blood Vow shows why.]

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Heads up, Americans! Ever wonder why human feces are not used as fertilizer in agriculture? You're about to find out!

ALERT: Stop eating raw leafy greens, herbs, berries, snow peas, and scallions. Maybe other produce. Adequately cooked is fine. More details below.


The Situation: a Nationwide Outbreak of Cyclosporiasis



The US is having a exploding epidemic of cyclosporiasis.

A typical outbreak of cyclosporiasis in the US is usually numbered in the dozens of vicitms, and usually in a tight geographical area, or maybe some adjacent states. As of the last 36 hours, there are now more than 1,500 cases in Michigan,nearly 400 cases in New York (mostly NYC), more than 300 cases in Ohio, and cases spread across thirty one states and counting, including Alaska. (Yes, including Massachusetts.) Case counts have been skyrocketing over the last 72 hours, and the CDC's surveillance page is lagging behind the evening news.

Cyclosporiasis is a food-borne illness caused by a parasite. Cyclosporiasis is not usually fatal, but it causes pretty debilitating lower gastrointestinal illness, primarily "explosive diarrhea", which can last for weeks, even months untreated, and for some few unlucky bastards requires hospitalization. Right now 44 people are hospitalized in Michigan, the hardest hit state so far, as well as others in other states.

All you never wanted to have to know about cyclosporiasis. [3,810 words] )

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For my second day of Readercon I had a blast.

Both panels were bangers. I was not joking when I said early in "The Bog Body Motif in Trans SFF" that we should edit an anthology on the topic: we had audience members with bog body stories, not to mention at least one non-me panelist. The conversation started with readings from Izzy Wasserstein and Seamus Heaney and ranged through questions of transformation, ecosystems, illegibility, persistence, continuity, fragility, and protection. I may have given instructions on how to sink someone in the Great Meadows. "SFF and Queer Cultural Memory" was anchored by an intergenerational span of forty years across five panelists and a vivid embodiment of pre-Stonewall and gay liberation memories in the person of David Gerrold, who taught me something I hadn't known about how custody and adoption laws shifted for queer people in America. (It was lesbians.) I feel I ran true to form by leaping straight from a formative encounter with Theodore Sturgeon's Venus Plus X (1960) to a recommendation for Irene Clyde's Beatrice the Sixteenth (1909). The audiences always ask moderator-grade questions.

I saw April Grant and Anke Kriske in flyby. I still spent most of my time in the dealer's room talking to Mike and Anita, but I walked out with Owen Hill's The Incredible Double (2009) and was handed copies of Antisocieties (2021), Ethics (2022), and Black Brane (2025) by Michael Cisco, each with their crimson seal-stamp of a hand of glory. I bailed on the Shirley Jackson Awards, but Ellen Datlow complimented the sea-blue waistcoat I was wearing for the first time, newly gifted by Merav.

And I can't remember the last time I ate at two restaurants in a week, but I had dinner with Michael and [personal profile] choco_frosh at the superlative Treasury, which we found via its advertisement of outdoor seating. It is slotted a little counterintuitively into a bland box of stores where I have purchased jeans from the L.L. Bean and seated us without a reservation and furnished us with tall thick petal-pink rose lassi and a smoke-deep dal makhani and a velvety stunner of an awadhi korma which won out over the mutton ghee roast because of the bone-in goat. The jeera rice was delicately savory enough to eat by itself. The butter naan flavored all our fingers. I could not think about tasting the masala chai negroni because of the chai, but it smelled like an intricate mechanism of spice and mahogany and reduced my dining companions to silence and poetry. When the server discovered that I couldn't eat the rasmalai tiramisu because of the coffee—it was on the house—she brought me a plate of rasmalai by itself, soaked in a minor kingdom's ransom of saffron and pistachio. It was nuts. I have leftovers for a week. It had been years.

Naturally my last panels are the earliest. This time, Homeric epic.

Saturday reading

Jul. 11th, 2026 02:29 pm
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Recent reading, with summer reading bingo* notes:

Darkside Dare, by Lois McMaster Bujold: the most recent Penric and Desdemona novella. These are still fun, and this story looks back to the previous ones enough that I don't think it would work as a starting point. There's some conflict in the plot, but no bad guys (except offstage before the story starts), and where I was thinking "if you only talked to each other" it makes sense that the characters didn't. This works for the "multiple POV" and "under 250 pages" boxes.

Harmonic Pleasure, by Celia Lake: another of her fantasy romance stories. This one is set in London in 1928, with characters who are dealing with losses and injuries from the Great War, or worrying about the next war. More reading bingo card, "love story."

Green for Danger, by Christianna Brand: a British mystery novel from the early 1940s, set during the Blitz. This is part of a series of reissued Golden Age mysteries (British Library Crime Classics). I enjoyed this, in a mild sort of way, and may look for more. The mystery worked for me, though I could have done with a bit less of "the detective knows who committed the murders, but can't make an arrest until he knows how and why" (which is stated explicitly in those terms). Doesn't match any of the boxes on either card.

Shut Up and Read, by Jeannine A. Cook: This is a memoir, centered on starting and running a bookstore that focuses on books by women and Black authors, and somehow making that work starting in the winter of 2020, Cook seems to have a real talent for meeting and befriending people who can help with what she's trying to do, or give her ideas of what to do next. I think I found this on the BPL's website, in a list of new releases, and I'm not sure if I liked it, though I did finish it. Bingo card: new releases, author of color.

*I'm looking at both the Boston Public Library adult summer reading bingo cards.

July 11

Jul. 11th, 2026 09:17 am
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If my dad had lived, he would have turned 98 today.

One of the aspects of old age is how many anniversaries there are like this: departed people's birthdays or special days, days we did this or that. I try to make time to look at pictures of those no longer with us, recollecting voices no longer heard. They left little behind but memories.

Part of that memory retrieval was last weekend, the Fourth. While the constant barrage of noise was going on outside it was at least tranquil inside. But dull as I ate leftovers from the previous day. I found myself with a lot of conflicted emotions--missing the delicious July 4 barbecues but not missing all the labor beforehand and after. I miss the taste of my mom's and grandmother's potato salad, for ex. Now that recipe is gone along with them (I did try to learn it, but they tended to cook without measuring and couldn't articulate what they had been doing for decades); the only living person I know who makes potato salad that delicious is Rachel Brown. Who now lives quite a distance away.

We just don't have those huge family barbecues or holiday dinners anymore. At least, we don't, here--my sister and her gang all still do. They all live close by one another and are in and out of each others' doors all week.

I could be a part of those holiday get-togethers, but it's a horrible 100 mile drive one-way, and of course everyone in Southern California is on the road, too. The last time I did a holiday drive it took six hours to get home. Six hours. It's rarely less than three. I tend to go up before or after holidays, leaving at four a.m. to beat the worst of the traffic.

But down here, the holiday dinners are no longer a thing. Family dynamics aside, I wonder if in part it's because so many women work now. When I was young, holding household was the work the women did. So planning and executing and cleaning up after big bashes was part of the routine. During my younger days, the elder generation was still doing it, but expecting us to drive to various places, or (in the case of the close-by inlaws) expecting us to do all the labor on top of work. That was not fun, doing all that cooking, hauling it to mother-in-law's, warming it in her dinky kitchen with the cheapest, mostly-broken ancient electric stove, and afterward, cleaning her kitchen, then driving back here to clean our kitchen, then back to work the next day. It was a relief to not have to do that, though I miss the food.

I think I passed "coping" on to the generation below me, definitely not the skills of excellent cookery. At least, none of them want to cook, it's either go out, or make do with what's on hand. After all, they have full-time work, too; in the case of my daughter, until recently, it's full time work plus night classes to get her master's , plus childcare for her bf's child four days a week. That involves a LOT of driving, toting the kid to and from the ex, the ex's fam, the bf's fam, as well as school and activities. Daughter is as terrible a cook as I am, always looking for fast, and one-pot, and stuff you can make and then reheat over days.

So I'm missing the bit in between, the companionship and laughter over a delicious meal, but not the stresses; a sort of minor-key fugue. And looking at pictures.
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Readercon! I had not thought that my body was capable any longer of a reading and three panels on two hours of sleep and as far as I can tell, I had a great time. I talked about the Bacchae for Mirrlees and Rika Lesser for classical reception and film noir for moral ambiguity, news at eleven. I heard other panelists talk about the boundary conditions of fantasy and the topical relevance of the Sicilian Expedition and Walter Mosley's Mouse, especially as played by Don Cheadle in Carl Franklin's Devil in a Blue Dress (1995). All could have gone on cheerfully past the five-minute card and then the vaudeville-hook STOP. The auto-transcription had not existed the last time I was part of this convention and it was particularly inventive in its mondegreens for Lud-in-the-Mist (1926). I was complimented more than once on my cat-Neptune T-shirt from the Coney Island Mermaid Parade. I may have socialized more in eight hours than in the total last two or three years. Incompletely, I have seen and even spent meaningful time with Dean Grodzins, Greer Gilman, Merav Hoffman, Michael Cisco, Gwynne Garfinkle, Rachel Gutin, Rebecca Fraimow and Elizabeth Birdsall, Mike and Anita Allen, Jim Freund and Barbara Krasnoff, Romie Stott, and [personal profile] choco_frosh. I did not stay for Meet the Pros(e) because I was flat by the last of my panels and needed to check on my mother, but I have still managed to have conversations about Shirley Jackson and Walter de la Mare and family histories and chapbooks and what everyone has been doing with themselves in the up to seven years since last I saw them. I barely managed to look into the dealer's room, but I am still in possession of a field guide to urban lichens which Greer had foreseen had my name on it and two beautiful, familially inherited waistcoats from Merav which I am determined to wear with at least one of the other T-shirts I packed for this layer-less weekend. They made me a dinner of rainbow trout and glass noodles in their air-filtered room; otherwise I spent a lot of time on the patio where the cast-iron tables were just tolerably shaded enough for hanging out in the open air. I am appreciating the adherence to masking in all the con spaces, without which I could not hope to spend this much immunosuppressed time around other, indoor people. Fingers crossed against even con crud. Tomorrow, bog bodies.

New Cover: “Miracle Car”

Jul. 11th, 2026 04:42 am
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Posted by John Scalzi

These days, Sam Bisbee is an Emmy-winning, Oscar-nominated producer of film and television, but at the turn of the century, he was trying his hand at being a musician, releasing a few alt-rock albums that I thought were pretty good, even if rock and roll stardom eventually eluded him. One of my favorite songs of his from that era is “Miracle Car,” which was a catchy, poppy song with ambiguous lyrics. It feels like a love song, but I don’t think it actually is; you don’t ask your eternal love to “pollute you,” or, at least, I don’t. Nevertheless, a pretty good song! I decided to try to cover it.

Given the relative obscurity of the song (the original version has racked up 1K views in 11 years), it’s entirely possible that this cover of mine will be the first one I’ve essayed that most of you have not heard the original first. It is, of course, absolutely worth checking out, because Sam Bisbee does a better job with his own song, and also, his version is actually a duet. I did not do a duet. It’s just me. Sorry.

Anyway, don’t feel too bad for Sam Bisbee; his Emmy win and Oscar nod suggest his backup plan of working in film and TV has done all right for him. Good on ya, Sam.

— JS

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Posted by Bruce Schneier

In a rare combined cybersecurity/squid post, a twenty-nine-year-old squid proxy bug can leak HTTP requests.

As usual, you can also use this squid post to talk about the security stories in the news that I haven’t covered.

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